I've developed a new philosophy ... I only dread one day at a time - Charlie Brown
So, in reading my blog, my wife asked me if I was sensationalizing my concerns on purpose. She advised me that it seemed as if I was lying awake at night and worrying about the issues that I'm raising in my blog.
Nerves and butterflies are fine - they're a physical sign that you're mentally ready and eager. You have to get the butterflies to fly in formation, that's the trick - Steve Bull
As I assured her, I'm not trying to overstate my concerns, nor am I trying to misrepresent how I'm anticipating my career in teaching. There are some issues that I've raised (make the first two minutes go away) that are a concern for me, but a large part of my reason for raising these issues is anticipatory.
If you see ten troubles coming down the road, you can be sure that nine will run into the ditch before they reach you - Calvin Cooledge
Exactly Calvin. I want to see those nine and also anticipate the tenth so that I can diffuse it as much as possible in advance. Am I worried that a parent will ask me why his or her child needs to know Trigonometry ... not overly, but I'd sure like to get the thinking out of the way now - instead of when I'm under the gun, sitting across the table from them on a Parent Teacher night.
The only man I know who behaves sensibly is my tailor; he takes my measurements anew each time he sees me. The rest go on with their old measurements and expect me to fit them. - George Bernard Shaw
And along with getting some thinking out of the way ahead of time, I really want to have my own series of benchmarks. I'm sure that there will be times in the future when I roll the clock back, look at my earlier concerns, and roar with laughter. But, I hope to be able to look back and enjoy the feeling of 'wow, I've come a long way.' I tend to be one of those people referenced by Shaw ... the old measurements type. So, I want to be sure to have enough snapshots to ensure that I can actually measure growth and smile.
Change is inevitable - except from a vending machine - Robert C. Gallagher
But, I also realize that an endless list of concerns becomes tiresome - both for me and for the people that pop by to visit here. So, while there will still be a number of times when I have to delve into these issues (psychology class reflections, teaching block reflections), I will be starting to move from worries to successes, and from thoughts to tools. Teaching block's coming, and I can't wait.
Oh, and if anyone wishes to enjoy my taste of irony for today ... I am planning to write a wee bit on Rodd Lucier's discussions on Creative Commons licensing, but figured that I'd deal with my benchmark post ahead of time. Originally my post was going to be about finding the midpoint between Charlie Brown's quotation above and Alfred E Neuman's tagline 'what, me worry?' Well, I quickly realized that I could not use these images from Wikipedia as both are still under copyright and only available for use through some specific assumptions and arguments. So I quickly trashed that idea (after reading 15 minutes of legalese) and opted for The Quote Garden instead.
In closing, my new youtube addiction is:
These will definitely find a way into my history classes.